Apology/Appeal

[Die_Endermen (OP)]

State your full Minecraft username: Die_Endermen (current name is Bethenny)

State the punishment you recieved: Banned

State what you were likely doing that got you banned/punished: Harassment/Cyberbullying/Rude

State what you would like to happen to your case and why (pardoned/forgiven/etc): If you have been banned or punished and want to appeal it, please:

 Hello, as you all know I have been banned. I took the time to notice what I did and looked at it as unacceptable. My ban not only reflects my harassment but my behaviour in general for the past few months. This isn't my first offence and I knew awfully better than to go out and be such a dick to BlessalleAimer and insult her in a very personal and offending way that is emotional. I have never been in the scenario before, but I know that insulting over dead people is unacceptable and someone may have people really close to them that have deceased. My parents have hidden the experience from me so I haven't experienced the situation Blessalle may have felt on that Saturday night when I reached my boiling point, so I even put myself into Blessalle's shoes and I got emotional when I imagined myself in the same position. I was banned from IRC for hopping on and talking to players, but I believe I deserved that.
 Back in August of 2013 I had been banned for staff "ignorance", a somewhat similar issue and I learned my lesson, and I've been on the staff's good side until recently. I have tried to be the bigger person but it never works and I feel like the time on VC since I had gotten back in February was extremely different for whatever reason. I love this server and I've been playing here for approximately 2.5 years, trying to just play the game and have fun. I've kept a positive opinion about VC, enduring it and taking off time from reality to enjoy the server, and even donated to show my support. During my ban, I had realised that life is more than just sitting behind a computer screen and playing a dumb game that eventually gets you addicted and stuck on your chair. But, VC is so unique, and this doesn't matter at times due to how great the server is.
 I am sincerely very sorry and knew much better than that. I would personally like Blessalle to comment on this and we will prevent this from happening from anyone on this server in the future and work things out if she would like to reconcile.

Thank you for reading this awfully long appeal
~Bethenny

[Airbongo]

What the fuck...

[Lividup64]

What the fuck...

Like maybe if you, I don't know, read the appeal, you would see that she sees that what she did was wrong, she apologised to Bless and she stated that she tried to put herself into Bless's position to see how it would feel like. But yeah, that image there is what Die is appealing for so..

[Airbongo]

To mock such a tragedy, losing your mom at a young age, is beyond fucked up, I can't even understand the kind of mentality it takes to be that much of an asshole. I don't really play anymore so I won't decide a verdict, I'll leave that to Jan and Ako, but I suggest at least a long tempban before you get to re-appeal.

[Lividup64]

To mock such a tragedy, losing your mom at a young age, is beyond fucked up, I can't even understand the kind of mentality it takes to be that much of an asshole. I don't really play anymore so I won't decide a verdict, I'll leave that to Jan and Ako, but I suggest at least a long tempban before you get to re-appeal.

lol you don't play unless I ask you to do something for me on steam. :3

[Die_Endermen (OP)]

What the fuck...

I know. I screwed up big. I should've never said it to Blessalle and I didn't know what I was thinking.

[OctoGamer]

I am sincerely very sorry and knew much better than that.

Are you really sorry? Or are you just going to keep acting the same way? And you obviously didn't know better then that If you went on with your actions.  From what I heard you were upset at Bless getting 1 million, correct me if I'm wrong and thats not the reason, but that doesn't seem like a good excuse to do what you did.. You weren't upset when I got 6 million.. Correct me if I'm wrong about you being mad about her getting a mill, that's what I heard at least.

[Die_Endermen (OP)]

I am sincerely very sorry and knew much better than that.

Are you really sorry? Or are you just going to keep acting the same way? And you obviously didn't know better then that If you went on with your actions.  From what I heard you were upset at Bless getting 1 million, correct me if I'm wrong and thats not the reason, but that doesn't seem like a good excuse to do what you did.. You weren't upset when I got 6 million.. Correct me if I'm wrong about you being mad about her getting a mill, that's what I heard at least.

I am sorry. I was jealous when blessalle got 1million but it's really the fact of everything leading up to this, Bless and I have been fighting and I reached my boiling point. If I didn't know better I would've had countless offenses by now and I'm honestly trying. If I get to come back I plan to keep a low profile and not get very "involved" if you know what I mean because people say I cause a lot of drama.

[OctoGamer]

I was jealous when blessalle got 1million

Why would you be jealous of that, you've got 1 million also.. and whats the shit leading up to this.. anyways I think you should take some more time off the server, what you said offends a lot of people, not just Bless.

[Die_Endermen (OP)]

I was jealous when blessalle got 1million

Why would you be jealous of that, you've got 1 million also.. and whats the shit leading up to this.. anyways I think you should take some more time off the server, what you said offends a lot of people, not just Bless.

it's a very long story but here you go:
When I came back in February there were many new players and I came back with a new attitude (hence my ban).. do you really think that last year if Bless was playing I would've said what I said and got banned? Ever since I came back I've been a new person, not in a good way, and I've been causing a lot of trouble for myself. I know I've offended the whole server and people who thought I was nice, I even know that I pissed you off by this appeal because you thought of me as a good person before. I do think I need some time off the server.

[OctoGamer]

How does 2 months sound.. I mean you're right your attitude has been pretty shitty from what I've seen in the past couple of months. I think some time away would help us all cool down, and forget and forgive, does anyone else agree?

[Airbongo]

How does 2 months sound.. I mean you're right your attitude has been pretty shitty from what I've seen in the past couple of months. I think some time away would help us all cool down, and forget and forgive, does anyone else agree?

I agree

[Die_Endermen (OP)]

How does 2 months sound.. I mean you're right your attitude has been pretty shitty from what I've seen in the past couple of months. I think some time away would help us all cool down, and forget and forgive, does anyone else agree?

For the appeal or a 2 month ban? I think I also need a break off of the server and I need to improve. Agreed by myself

[OctoGamer]

2 month temp ban.

[Die_Endermen (OP)]

2 month temp ban.

Okay thank you for clarifying. I guess I'll see you then... hopefully not much of my stuff will be taken
I'm gonna be enjoying life this summer so yeah...
Hopefully everyone will relax by then and things will improve, sounds good

[PengBunny]

sounds good

[OctoGamer]

Well this isn't official Its really up to Ako or Jan, and If we do agree on this we can probably protect you're stuff from being claimed.

[JANUARYJONES]

I believe Die is sincerely apologizing and I appreciate her taking some time to think about her mistake and coming to an understanding. It takes a lot for a person to own up to mistakes and that's what we asked her to do so I think two months is excessive.

[Akomine]

I believe Die is sincerely apologizing and I appreciate her taking some time to think about her mistake and coming to an understanding. It takes a lot for a person to own up to mistakes and that's what we asked her to do so I think two months is excessive.

I agree with Jan's thoughts.

Verdict:
Appeal Won
Permanent ban reduced to temporary ban.
Die, you're unbanned as of one week from this post.

See you soon, take this comeback to heart.