You came on and apologised for what you did, so that's pretty good. Then you admitted to having lied about which staff had given you permission to sell the diamonds, saying that you didn't ask anyone. In my eyes, that's clear evidence that you knew what you were doing was wrong, so I don't know why the hell you keep saying you don't know why you don't know why you did was wrong when I explained it to you. Regardless, Bendelacreme gave you 200,000 back, and that's fine, but I wouldn't be okay with any amount greater. Furthermore, the amount of diamonds "given" was around 36-37mil, so I have a hard time believing you only sold 25 million.