I don't really think your opinion of me "not wanting to help players" Is true at all, Gerrit. Especially being based off one instance where I offered to protect someone's region and they said No they would wait for someone else, who ended up doing exactly what I was going to do in the end. Redrawing and redefining, I just used the words "delete and remake" or whatever - Same thing. Also, It's kind of hard to take an "intentionally toxic thread" seriously when the majority of what you post is Toxic. Please give me some more instances of when I purposely have avoided helping players, Gerrit.
Actually, re reading your posts, I see a lot of contradictions in what you've said. You say this in your first post; "Octo and his cronies have literally done nothing helpful for anyone in years. Why are they still staff?" By the way, only one of my "Cronies" is staff. and then your second one you say this; "Octo has been staff for a long time, and he's done a lot of stuff for a lot of people over those years which was very kind of him and I think that everyone on here appreciates the time he's spent helping people out." Which one is it bud? do I help people or not. You implying that I only care about myself and my ego is pretty farfetched too, considering you only know me from one corner of the internet. Actually, Gerrit, a lot of people on VC would argue that I don't only care for myself, because they've taken the time to get to know me personally, and they know more about my personal life then i've shared with others on VC, infact, I've shared almost none of personal life with you because since the day you joined VC (yea, I remember it) I've thought you were a toxic kid whos just out to rile people up, which by the way, some of the staff think this post was just an attempt to rile me up out of hatred. Which it probably is despite you saying otherwise. I don't think someone who claims they don't really care either way would waste a second of their day on this if they didnt. I probably make more sacrifices for other peoples happiness than you realize, but those details are for the few people i've shared them with who know about my life. and know the sacrifices i make for people in my life, things i've hurt myself over and gotten angry over day after day - just to make someone else comfortable mind you. I also find it very funny when you say the majority of VC has a "negative view" on me and then you say I have an ego. I probably think more negatively about myself then the people who you are saying think that way about me do. So no, I don't believe I have an inflated ego. I don't believe anyone with self-esteem issues and who has self harmed has can possibly have an "inflated ego" I believe you just think I have an ego because I'm very blunt and will tell it how it is and I don't really care to filter myself. Also I'm having a hard time not laughing at these posts as I read them knowing they were intended to be "hugely toxic" It's hard to think you made these posts for any reason out of spite for me, Gerrit. which is fine you're entitled to all your opinions here, despite how unpopular they might be in the end.
On the shaz note - Yes the mute may have been uncalled for, but I still stand by it considering I've seen numerous staff members hand out mutes for that exact reason before back in the day before I was staff, and There was extensive talk about shaz before he was banned, and before he was unbanned - which you know absolutely 0 details about because you were not apart of those discussions. So don't try to use that against me when its already been taken care of by the entirety of staff, which again, were mostly in agreement on the ban at first, and then if I recall most of us were for unbanning/reduced punishment afterwards.
There's a lot of backend and background stuff to staff you don't see Gerrit. This entire thread is hugely untasteful and I personally don't believe you have a single clue how staff is ran, what could be considered "basic" and what is "advanced" considering you've never been staff - Also, on a side note - No "admins" or "system people" in the real world ever remember stuff, we have google for that reason, That's coming from 2 professors I've had from System admin classes, both Linux and Windows. On VC we have staff supplementary info, which again, you wouldn't know about because you aren't staff. and None of the staff have EVER been expected to remember how to do things.
I think you typed out giant walls of text for your replies to air and shen because you realized you done fucked up with this toxic post, Gerrit, I know I can be a toxic person sometimes - but right now you certainly are not one to talk, and to be honest, I don't think you ever have been.
2 last things -
The staff member who DID leak these logs should chime up, because someone did at some point, or else you wouldn't have access to them, Gerrit, its simple as that.
and finally, please don't come to me asking about my personal life, if I've shared details with you - you know who you are, and you know who and how i am, and I believe those of you will agree with me when I say I dont think i only care about myself.
There's a lot of personal stuff in there, and I'm not going to touch any of it because I don't know you very well and I don't really think most of it applies to this anyway. You also said to not come asking about your personal life, I don't I ever have done that I doubt that I ever will. You also seem to be taking this extremely personally, and part of that is my fault for not clarifying that my main issue is with the way you act as a staff member and the way you act online, instead of the person that you are in real life. I don't know you in real life and I cannot make a judgement of your personal character because of that, although I'm sure you're a good guy. Just keep that in mind going forward, I have no issue with you personally, the only issue that I have is the persona that you have online and the way you act as a staff member.
As far as the first thing that I mentioned, you appear to be both unable, and unwilling to help that player redefine a region. You lied here, you said that you would redraw and redefine it, this is a lie, as very clearly shown in the logs above. Why would Naomi need to screenshot the member list to add them all back if you were simply going to redraw the region? Your intent was clearly to delete and make a new region. Those are not the same thing, and you clearly did not know that there was another way to carry out that action. Furthermore, you admitted that you didn't know how to do that later in your post with your system admins stuff. This is just another reason why you need to be removed or change your behavior? Why are you deceiving players and staff by lying about your actions? Pretty fucking disgraceful if you ask me. Why is it hard to take this thread seriously? I very harshly criticized you. I think that might be something to take seriously. As far as toxicity, when else have I been toxic? I don't think a couple of Shrek pictures that I posted on here in 2017 qualifies as toxic, or is anywhere near as egregious as some of the things that you have done. You ask me to find more circumstances of where you have purposely avoided helping players, I will try to find some instances of that occurring, but no guarantees. Most of that is that you are never online to help anyone, or that you let other staff do it. Highly anecdotal, but I will try to find some more solid evidence soon.
You then go on to say that I contradicted myself, which I did not. I admittedly should have been more clear during my explanation what I meant by those points, but I certainly did not contradict myself. I specified the timeframe on the first quote: "A few years", on the second one I simply say "over the years." These are not mutually exclusive or contradictory, when I said over the years, I was referring to the point before the few years that I mentioned in the other point. To clarify, it is my opinion that Octo has been helpful for many years while he has been staff, but for a year or so, he has not been. Again, not a contradiction if you actually read what I said.
For the rest of this paragraph you really fall into a cycle of calling me toxic and saying that I'm only doing this to rile you interspersed with stuff about your personal life, which I don't care about and which is not relevant to this discussion. I made this post and have continued this discussion because of the issues with your online personality and your actions as a staff member. I do not know if you in a real life have an inflated ego, or act like a bit of a cunt. I doubt that you do, but the reality is that your perceived online personality for many many people is those two things, among many other negatives. Despite what you think, this post is not to rile you up or to get you to ban me "[SM][VIP] ~Igor_Cavalera » I bet gerrits trying to get me to ban him lmao".
I don't think you should be laughing at these posts, I am very seriously writing these to either try to get you to see that the way you have been acting is unacceptable, or to get you removed/demoted from or to a lower level of staff. The main driving reason that I am doing this is because I very deeply care about this server, I've spent a lot of time on it, and I've made quite a few good friends on here. I don't want to see the server and the community built around it harmed, unfortunately, your actions and general demeanor as a staff member degrade the image and function of this server and it's community. Do you really think that I would spend this much time trying to resolve this issue if I was just trying to "being a cuck on the internet" or "being an edge lord". Nice projection there, I'm sure Freud would get a kick out of it, especially because someone else is fucking the person you were trying to get with.
Anyway, yes the mute and ban were uncalled for, but so were your actions after the fact. You conspired with Shen to lock this thread without consulting any other staff because you didn't want the person you wrongfully banned to get a fair word in, probably because you knew your actions were stupid and rash.
http://www.villagecraft-server.com/forum/index.php?topic=5286.0 It doesn't matter what you or the rest of the staff though about that ban and that mute, your logic on them flawed and you let your emotions get the best of you twice. Not really model behavior for a staff member, especially one that has been around for so long.
About your little backend systems rant, I have never been staff and don't really know all that much about how that works, I don't know how I would be expected to. However, it doesn't take a staff member to see that your logic here is severely flawed. You said that you couldn't be expected to remember the commands to make redefine a village, which is fair, except for that you didn't know it was possible. If you didn't remember and were aware that the commands to do that existed, why didn't you just check the VC staff utilities to figure out how to do it. Your lying is both annoying and rude to everyone here, for someone who cares a lot about the server, you sure do seem not to mind lying to the people who play on it.
I think that I typed out massive walls of text to continue this discussion and to answer questions posed to me by other members of the community. I don't think I fucked up with this post, it already seems to have worked, today you logged on and tried to help players, which despite you only doing it cover your ass, is a step in the right direction. I hope that you continue in that positive direction. You keep calling me toxic, again a pretty obvious example of a certain defense mechanism. But you have been unable to provide examples. I would look to see a couple of instances where I was 'toxic' outside of me goofing around with friends. I would really appreciate seeing those in your next post.
"To be clear, I was not directly provided those logs by a staff member. They were floating around so to speak." also Gerrit this is pretty vauge, do you mind elaborating? for the entirety of us apart of the VC staff team
I do mind elaborating.
Also, sorry for posting these in chunks, the forums would crash when I tried to do them as one reply.